My Ignorance Kept The Birds In The Cage

by 이하루

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They made me sit down all day long And let me wear tight shirts and skirts They said, 'Don't sit with your legs apart' They said, 'You are unnecessarily smart' They asked, 'Why don't you grow your hair? Why don't you have boobs? I think you will be pretty with makeup Why don't you do that?' They asked, 'Have you had sex? I thought you haven't' They asked, 'Do you have a boyfriend? I thought you do, why don't you?' They asked, 'When are you gonna marry? Why don't you want to give birth?' They said, 'Women don't have to worry about their living' And stared at me enviously They asked me, 'Did you refuse properly? Did you say no? Shout it out loud enough? Why did you wear that clothes and go there?' He called me through my friend's phone He said he will kill himself when I leave him He said he will spread the video online I was terrified to imagine him in front of my door
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One day, while walking in the woods We gathered under the shade of a tree And read the prose of a poet It was early autumn, mosquito season And one sat on the back of his neck By the time he noticed and slapped his own neck, The mosquito had already taken a sip of his blood and left It was certainly the first time in my life, Wishing to become a mosquito So I could kiss his neck Even just once Even if I'm slapped to death By his palm in a few seconds Even just once Even if I'm slapped to death
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Labelling the violent resistance as massacres Erasing the context Labelling resistance against the violence as ‘terrorism’ Giving commands "Self-defense" Peacekeeper missiles Order-maintainer tank Peacekeeper borders Order-maintaining Peacekeeper missiles Order-maintainer tank Peacekeeper colonies Order-maintaining Peacekeeping Maintaining order Peacekeeping Maintaining order To label To command To conquer To label To command To conquer To label To command To conquer To label To command To conquer To label To command To conquer To label To command To conquer To rephrase
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16 February 2016, I was stopped by an immigration officer at London airport and ordered to wait. My passport was taken away and I had no choice but to go and sit where he told me to sit. Two hours passed without any instructions, then two officers came over, grabbed me by both arms, and took me to a room in the corner of the airport. They photographed my face, took my fingerprints, and rummaged my backpack. I wondered what the hell I was guilty of. Alien. I was a foreigner, not by my choice. I was something the border guards had to deal with somehow. Eight hours later, having been lucky enough to be granted entry, I looked back as I left the prison camp. The disabled, black, trans, refugees, and gypsies were still there. Three years later, when I walked into the pig factory for the first time, I couldn't help but see the room overlap. No one deserves to be caged and burned to death. But I didn't even know who was trapped. No one deserves to be caged and burned to death. But some bodies were able to leave the cell only after being set ablaze. No one deserves to be caged and burned to death. But there is life that was born in a cage and has to walk on its own to the slaughterhouse. No one deserves to be caged and burned to death. But someone's dead body has been slowly roasted over a blazing fire. As long as the embers are not extinguished, the cage that holds us, that separates us from each other, will be eternal.
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While I sliced my dinner very thin Blood poured down in your universe About that lukewarm mundane stench of the blood I hope no one dares to ask Terrified flesh of those that have lost their body Breaths packaged to serve the holy temperature Please plummet into my gullet again (without longing for anything) A new camp has been set up where the trees were You were naming them with blue spray paint Then as if you had suddenly gained immortality Whispered, “God did it.” Summer was sprung at us And the crows were giggling (Like nothing had happened) We threw Issac into a birdcage and deep-fried him May we be in good health as we drink from Daniel's skull Let Esther bear a child so that milk will flow I will tear off the wings of the queen and lick the honey The ocean rotted and their tongues rose straight The eyeballs buried in the pit vibrated silently And the cities avoided their gaze Nevertheless we will continue beheading them We will recite redemption as we hammer nails into wombs The priest of purity with no judgment Will bless the resurrection of innocent souls
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released January 9, 2024

All Songs Written & Composed by Haru Lev
Arranged by Haru Lev, Hagyun Song, Jina0king, PARK Sunju

Pantam & Vocal : Haru Lev
Trumpet : Boseok Jang (Track 2)
Piano : Hagyun Song (Track 3)
Electric Guitar : Jina0king (Track 6)
Gayaguem : PARK Sunju (Track 9)

Produced by Haru Lev
Recorded by Haru Lev @Sha Bang (All Trakcs)
Hagyun Song @My Room in Seoul (Track 3)
Jina0king @Tiny Isle (Track 6)
PARK Sunju @FreezyBone Studio (Track 9)

Mixed & Mastered by Fat Hamster
Artwork by Youngchanchan
Published by PLAGAMI

Special Thanks to Huckleberryfinn

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